~Tammy's Online Journal~

I want to say hello to everyone! Please take time to read a few entries and leave a comment! If you like you can also take a look at my website and my poetry page. Friends are always welcome around here! So pull up a seat and bring your opinions cause I would love to hear them. If you like what you see leave me a tag and let me know !!

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stephanie: Hi! I did not have the privilege of meeting Becky or the babies but I know Greg very well, he is a wonderful man. He is doing so much better than when i first met him, (6months after the accident) he still has his moments and they will forever be in his heart and apart of his life. Contact me please!

Grizz: CONGRATS.. you have been awarded the 2nd place Gold Paws Award for the month of April. Please stop on by and save your graphic.. Again Congrats to you and your blog.

Grizz: Congrats.. you have been Nominated for the "Gold Paw Awards" Stop on by for the criteria and explination.. Hope you have a great day..

Tammy: hi my name is tammy too! I googled my name and i found you! thank goodness.

VCBC: wow goldworld of warcraft gold

Princess: Hello sweet friend.. I am back with a new journal starting fresh and hope to see you stop by.. I have missed all my friends here at bravenet and hope to make many more new ones..

Lidia Sadlowski: Hello there,I would like to offer an exchange of links between your website and ours, which have excellent Google rankings. If you find such a proposal interesting then please send me details of your sites.However, if you are not interested please accept my apologies for taking your time.Best regards,Lidia Sadlowskisadlowski_lidia@o2.pl

Princess : Ooh It looks Like I wasn't the only one missing in action.. I am back my friend now it's your turn to come back! Happy New years my friend!

Julie: hello! I love your journal!

Leia: Hey Tammy, just to say 'hi' and to let you know Meowmie got us back online so I can update my journal more often :)

wildwitchy: hiya tammy, how are you doing?

Paul: Hi Tammy.

Greg: Hi Tammy! Just stumbled across your site when Google fired me across the internet. Hey! You're a real *cutie*! :-)

internetprincess_40: Hey Tammy. I hope all is well with you and your family. I am popping in trying to catch up. It has been sometime I know..

But I am trying to get back into the swing of things. Hope to see you soon..

eric: Dear friend, come and leave a blessing

, no matter you come from

or not.

eric: Tammy, It's sad wherever after Katrins, a kind of negative instints of human shown. This reflects the hidden problems of civilization, and hope other Nations would learn from others experience.

Jenny: Hi hope ur friend got lots of help.

eric: welcome.

eric: hi Tammy, I have read your post at our site and hope u won't mind I put it at another topic so more visitors can alert. Pls click my name in this tag.

eric: hello

redglory: HI!!! I was just blog hopping

from Denise' journal...I really think your journal looks pretty!

I like the Flowers!

Hope you're having a great day!

Princess : Happy Fourth of July.. May you have a safe and fun day.. [hugs]

Alicia: Hey, it's been a long while. I have a new journal now. Oh, do you knew where Kym went?(joybear60.bravejournal.com) Did she delete her site?

Louis: Come hear my new song. :)

Kathleen: Hey, hadn't stopped by in awhile; hi! Come and sign my guestmap

. Have a great day!

Denise: hi Tammy. God bless.

Louis: Come be one of the first to hear.

Cat: Hey, please post on my guestmap on my blog. I am trying to get everyone who has been on my blog... Thanx!

wildwitchy: hiya tammy, just calling in on my favorite lady! xxx

Cat: Hey, just stopping by to say hi and see what you are up to. Have a good day!

Princess: Hey there my friend.. I have been so busy helping Josh settle back in.. He is doing great.. Thanks for the prayers and stopping by to say Hi.. I forgot how busy he keeps me but I love it.. See you again soon have a great week..

celly:

Linda: Hello Tammy....Oh that outfit looks stunning...I love the background in yur picture as well....Is that where you live? I used to go down to the river for hours were I used to live yrs ago and just listen to the water....Thanks for coming by....Hope you are having a wonderful week...Take Care & God Bless....

Princess : Hello my friend.. I know it has been long and I have missed you and all my other friends.. Pray all is well.. I have posted an update in my journal if you want to mosey on over there.. See you soon..

Heather: Hi Tammy, Love the dress and wrap! Very suiting. Thanks for stoppin by! bye for now

Sev:

Kathleen: Thanks for tagging me! I'm doing great, hopefully I can write tomorrow and tell ya'll what the Lord did in my life tonight... I'm praying for you!

Louis: It's a beautiful day. :)

Leenie: Hi Tammy...things are going well. Hope they are for you too.. have a wonderful weekend

Harem Houri: That is sooo cool!

Princess : Hey Tammy thanks for the tags and I pray your week is Blessed.. And yes I would love to know more about the Captain D's deal.. So pass it on.. I love Captain D's.. Have a Blessed Monday..

Dee: hi tammy , have a good week

Kathleen: Hello! I'm here checking out your journal... very cool! Feel free to email me anytime

, have a wonderful day!

wildwitchy: hello tammy, you such a nice person y'know!

Rev. Handy: This is an interesting site worth the visit time and time again.. Drop by and pay visit somtime... God Bless!!!

Alicia: Thanks for stopping by! Your journal is pretty like usual! :D

top blog list: join the list see you there celly

Cat:

Hey, long time nn chat. Your journal looks nice. I love the new layout. (I don't know how new it is, but it looks good) E-mail me sometime...

Lynne:

Nice to see a happy couple. Love the layout

Leenie: Hi Tammy, thanks for coming by my place. You have a lovely journal here...lovely photo's that show alot of happiness. I will be back. Have a great day.

jewelles: Hi there! thanks for stopping by! I am a fat chick too! and cute like you! have a magickal day!

Wednesday the 9th of February 2005

12:20 AM (1391 days, 20h, 44min ago)

What A Day

The last few days have been very stressful for me. I have been through heck and back.

Today I had to go to the Cardiologist and she has me wearing a 24-heart monitor to see if they can catch when my heart skips to see if it is serious or just PVC. If it is PVC it is normal in some people. They also want to do and Echocardiogram to see if my heart is enlarged. I will be so glad when all of these doctors’ appointments are over. I have one on the 16^th 21^st and 2 on the 9^th of March! No wonder I can’t find a job I have a full time job as a patient. To bad you don’t get paid for it.

This monitor thing is really annoying. I have to write down every time I eat sleep exercise. It is starting to get on my nerves. Not to mention that I cant do anything with these wires always in the way .I only have 12 hours and 16 min until I take it off. Believe me I am keeping up.

I am going to home for a visit tomorrow. I really hate the drive but I want to see my family.

I just don’t want to leave Mike. I hate being away from him. I know that absence is supposed to make the heart grow fonder but I don’t believe it. I love him so much being away for only a little while makes me so upset. Is it crazy that I have separation anxiety from my husband? I know it sounds silly but I just hate being with out him. Thinking about leaving tomorrow has me in tears already. I can’t think about it anymore. I wish it would be easier but then again would that mean I don’t love him as much? I will only be gone for a couple of days. It is just that that guest bedroom is awful lonely now. Oh well I have to put it out of my head I already told them I was coming and I already made the plans so I guess there is no turning back now.

Well I am going to finish packing and eat a little something and then go to bed and try to sleep with this evil contraption on.

Until Next Time

Tammy