I know I haven't been writing on here much lately, but the pursuit of a life has taken me away from my computer. I have decided to follow a dream and go into Real Estate. So in order to do that I have been looking for any job to be able to save the money to go and get my license. I am hoping I can get a job at a nationally know plus size store. I would absolutely love to have that job. Plus a 40% discount would really help me build a nice professional looking wardrobe for my Real Estate career. Some times I feel like I am silly for some of the things I want out of life, but then I think, Why should I be?

Just because I want things that are different than the norm should I be ashamed? I think not. I have made it through my whole life loving who I am and being myself no matter what. So just because I am an adult now I should act differently and be self conscious of who I am? Well after thinking about it for a while I decided that NO!! I should always be myself. So that is what I have been doing for the past couple of weeks. I have been taking time to get back to myself and become Tammy again. I dyed my hair a funky color and just went out and was me. It felt good to just be me again. So here I am now I have a new attitude and things are going better for me now.

It took me a while to realize that just because I am and adult and that I am married, I can still have all of the personality and flair I always had. I had spent so long trying to be a good wife, daughter, sister, etc.. I just kind of forgot to be me. I know now that I always have to make time to be me and that is how people know me and love me. Sorry to get off on my little tangent so to speak, but it was just what was on my mind and that‘s what these journals are for right?

Until next time

Tammy